第九章

    “学姐，你刚刚不是说，那不是你的么？！”                                                                                                             靳骐眉眼之中都带着笑，抓着我的痛脚在那边笑啊笑，用叉子欢乐地戳啊戳，欣赏我的窘态为乐趣。                                                                                                             人生啊，这大概就是人生了吧，我突然觉得有点萧瑟的味道，对于靳骐，我果然还是不应该抱太大的希望的。                                                                                                             我端过自己面前的那一杯红酒，慢慢地饮下了一口，那苦涩之中带了一天水果清甜的味道一下子充斥了整个口腔。                                                                                                             靳骐见我沉默，一下子也不说话了。                                                                                                             酒吧那一队演奏的小乐队已经调试完了音，然后在那边不知道弹着什么，反正我从小也没有什么音乐细胞，小时候家那边庙会，人家在台上依依呀呀唱着越剧的时候，我在下面啃着萝卜丝饼一类的小吃，等到长大了之后，也就顶多听听流行歌曲一类的，只觉得听着好听也不管所谓的音乐是原创、抄袭还是翻唱。                                                                                                             靳骐一边听着，那修长的手指在桌面上打着节奏，也不知道在心上还是纯粹地跟着打着拍子。                                                                                                             我默默地把自己杯子里面的酒喝完，起身准备走，但是靳骐却一下子拉住了我。                                                                                                             “学姐，你可真没有一点耐x。”靳骐声音里面透着埋怨，“再等一下么。”                                                                                                             再等一下要g嘛，等一下也不会听到告白神马的，这不是浪费感情么，虽然我看上去很坚强，其实我的内心世界还是很软弱的……                                                                                                             靳骐把我按了下来，自己却往着表演台方向走去，几番低声交谈之后，他借到了吉他，然后坐在了那高脚椅上，修长的手指轻轻一拨，音乐乍然响起。                                                                                                             靳骐一边弹着，一边对着话筒慢慢地唱着，语调轻快，脸上的笑意一直没有消失，时不时地往我这边投来一眼，大概在看我有没有听吧。                                                                                                             他的声线很不错，至少他选的歌曲很适合他，没有特别大起大落的，就像丛林间欢快流淌过的小溪一样。                                                                                                             可惜，他唱的是英文歌，虽然我英语过了四级，也不过是勉勉强强过了分数线而已，关于那个听力，实在有点惨不忍睹，所以靳骐唱的这一首歌，我大概只听懂了一句话“i'm yours ”，其余的什么都没懂。                                                                                                             但是，这个时候懂不懂又有什么关系么，我想。                                                                                                             我拆开了桌面上的大白兔n糖，塞进了嘴里面，甜入心扉。                                                                                                             也不知道是不是那个时候的靳骐太过耀眼，还是真的因为那一颗大白兔n糖太甜，竟让我这个曾经在社团年会上以一瓶红酒七瓶啤酒g翻了一个男生号称千杯不倒的人有着一种微醺的感觉，甚至在很多年后我已经忘记不掉那个画面和那个味道。                                                                                                             在这个动荡的年代，其实一首老歌或一颗大白兔n糖就能引发一段恋情。                                                                                                             所以在靳骐唱完，回到桌子边的时候用那好听而又欠扁的声音问我有没有听懂的时候，我基本上只会对着他傻笑了。                                                                                                             “笨蛋，要是不喜欢你，怎么可能老耍着你玩。”靳骐伸手r0u着我头发在那边轻叹，声音里面透着年轻男生别扭的情感。                                                                                                             在出“凡人天使”的时候，我很不要脸地紧紧攥着靳骐的手，十指紧扣，只差没有在脸上写上“这个好看的小白脸从此是我的男人了”这么一句昭告天下的话了。                                                                                                             姐姐我怎么说也算是修成正果，功德圆满了。                                                                                                             靳骐把我送到了寝室楼下，像是很多男朋友会g的事情一样，看着我一路傻笑地往前走。                                                                                                             “阿墨。”                                                                                                             靳骐叫我，我欢乐地回头，不改那快咧到耳朵边的傻笑，春风得意马蹄疾啊马蹄疾……                                                                                                             “我知道你得偿心愿了，但是总这么傻笑着，会让我有点后悔刚刚的决定。”靳骐一脸苦恼的表情。                                                                                                             我撤下了脸上的傻笑，凶狠地瞪着他。                                                                                                             “货物售出，概不退货！”想后悔，没门！连窗子地缝都不给。                                                                                                             靳骐抓了抓头发，朝着我笑了笑，挥了挥手让我上楼。                                                                                                             唔，要是我现在来一个飞吻，也不知道靳骐能不能承受得起？！我想了想，觉得还是走一下矜持路线，不能一下子就把人给吓跑，要慢慢锻炼他的抗打击能力。                                                                                                             我欢乐地跑上了六楼，平常爬着六楼的楼梯的时候我总会叫唤个不停，但是今天像是吃了那一片顶六片的盖中盖一样，一口气上六楼，腰不酸了脚步软了，上楼和轻功草上飞似的，一下子就跑到了寝室门口。                                                                                                             “姐姐们，我恋ai了！”                                                                                                             我欢乐地把门一开，宣告自己刚刚结束了贵族般的单身生活，打算普天同庆，与民同乐。                                                                                                             “靠！”文雅手一抖，咒骂了一声。                                                                                                             “擦！”依依也接着跟进。                                                                                                             我看了一眼文雅的电脑页面，那是跑跑卡丁车的页面，文雅的车子掉到河下面去了，重新复活的速度实在不给力，完全追不上前面的人了，而依依的车子被敌对的放了一个炸弹，飞天了。                                                                                                             见没有赢的征兆，文雅g脆也松开了按着方向键的手，转过身来看着我，上上下下一番打量了之后才开了口                                                                                                             “你说你恋ai了？”                                                                                                             我兴奋地点了点头，欢乐地挪到了自己的书桌前，把自己的电脑给开了。                                                                                                             “和小neng草？”依依也问了一句。                                                                                                             “yes！”我欢乐无b，朝着她们两个做出胜利的手势。                                                                                                             “啊……”                                                                                                             依依响起了一声尖叫，那高分贝的音量有种石破天惊的冲击力，我和文雅急忙地塞着自己的耳朵，我心中暗想这还没有到月圆之夜呢，依依怎么就又化身为狼了。                                                                                                             在依依尖叫骤停的时候，文雅姐做出了最犀利的解释：“一朵鲜花c在牛粪上。”                                                                                                             我捧脸，刚要羞涩地说自己其实也没有那么美好的时候，文雅又补上了一句，“我说的鲜花不是你。”                                                                                                             果然损友啊！                                                                                                             被打击过的心灵稍稍脆弱了一点，我决定上q寻求安慰，先加了靳骐给的q号，他还没有上线，所以还得等他上线了之后才能通过我好友添加。                                                                                                             但是从小一起玩到大的顺有林淼淼的头像亮着，显示在线。                                                                                                             我欢乐地开了对话框，把刚刚对室友说的话又向她汇报了一遍。                                                                                                             林淼淼的头像动了动，很快就回了一句——“有图有真相”。                                                                                                             我哼了一声，然后调出了自己刚刚在酒吧里面给靳骐拍的照片，原本靳骐si不愿意，但是后来我说“有男友就得有照片”，靳骐很不情愿地回了我一句“你以为是风景名胜地，还要刻上一个到此一游的证明么”，可我看的出来，他话虽这么说着，但是还是由着我拍照的动作。                                                                                                             我当时j笑了两声，一边给靳骐拍着照片，一边回嘴：“到风景名胜地拍照还得出门票费呢，拍你照片，我一毛都不用给，你是开放的景区。”                                                                                                             靳骐的脸当场就黑了。                                                                                                             手机拍照一向效果不是很好，酒吧里面的光线也不好，但是相册里面的靳骐还是美的冒泡，当然这绝对不是我自夸，也不是什么情人眼里出西施。                                                                                                             我想了想之后，我把照片给林淼淼用彩信形式给发了过去，一会之后林淼淼的在q上给我发了一个震撼的表情。                                                                                                             “他还b我小哟，今年刚大一！”                                                                                                             我输入这一句话，然后用力按下“enter”键。                                                                                                             林淼淼半响没有回答，我想一个单身的nv人一般x不大能够接受自己的同盟战友背叛了自己成为有伴一族的吧，所以我能够理解这件事情给她带来的冲击。                                                                                                             我决定关掉对话框，但是林淼淼的头像又动了一下，她只回了一句话头一次让我觉得她是师范学校学生的话——“暴殄天物圣所哀”，话语后面那长长的一串省略号充分表明了她此时此刻难以置信的心情。                                                                                                             居然一个两个都是这样！                                                                                                             我泪流满面，虽然我买不起新房开不起新车打不过流氓，但是好歹也算是出的厅堂入得厨房杀的了木马甚至上的了床的新时代nvx啊……                                                                                                             桌角一个小喇叭响起，系统提醒——“靳骐通过你的验证”。                                                                                                             我的neng草上线了！                                                                                                             我心下一个哈皮。